i know,i know

its been a long time.i got a new phone.i caught four squids.i'm still stuck in my story.P got number 1 in her class!but she is in the dumb class.i want to watch transformers.i just realised that the most cutest being in the whole universe has a pet name for my csn.my internet connection is getting better.awesome right.i have run out of things to say

hate this

my internet connection is fucking terrible.first week of school sucks.i cant adjust.the 15 minutes i got at school to sleep was total bliss.i got a new phone btw.sony ericsson w705.my csn is seriously jeolous.when he was checking out my phone he was like so depressed because his phone is the sony ericsson w505 or something like that.so his phone doesnt have a flash and miine does so yeah.

last couple of days...

okay.the penang trip sucks.i dont wanna talk bout that.monday:i went out with N and J to gardens and we watched 17 again.it was fine i guess.N went crazy.she keeps wanting to take pictures evrywhere and im like NO!.lol.tuesday:i went out with my csns to OU to watch HM the movie.the outing was fun.then we went back to my csns hotel room hang out there.i think im in good terms with my csns now.all she said was "you're not romantic enough",which is weird.but we hang out alot yesterday so the whole of yesterday was AWESOME!tonight i have tution!cant wait..-_-"

stupid surprise holiday

My mom planned this surprise holiday to penang.she booked two suites.my brother has one whole suite to his fucking self and I have to share with my parents.because of this little thing,stupid feelings keep coming back.the one where I feel like I'm too stupid to be in this family or the one where I wish I wasn't bornmfuck this

stupid connection

my internet connection sucks.ive told my mum bout it and she said that she'll buy a new modem but she hasnt.i cant get adam lambert's mad world out of my head.its such a cool song.i think im going to eat japanese tomorrow for my dad's birthday.i dont think im gonna be doing much this weekend.im fasting today.i ate alot yesterday night for sahur.good muhibah food.fucking internet.its not connected now.this is stupid.you know,i think my period is due this or next week.sigh.

sore-ness

i got tuition tonight.cant say im excited.the bitches who i call friend are gonna be there but i still have H to give me what i need.she better come and bring my books.not sure if theres anything exciting happening today.new updates:i finished my book.it was a great book by the way.mom is thinking of going on a holiday to an island.not going to hold my breath for that.ive been singing a lot lately and my throat is really sore.my dads gonna give me that stupid lecture again bout health if tell him bout my throat.it really is annoying when you are lazy to tell you parents bout any sickness.aunty is thinking that her daughter is gonna get married next year.i kinda hope that will happen.she is one of my favourite csns after all.now that you think bout it,i am closer to my csn thank my on siblings.

continuing

im just continuing from my other blog cause I think my friends are catching up.which is a bad thing.new updates:im still wearing my bangle after two weeks so ive been wearing it for an extra 1 week and I think im gonna keep wearing it since it’s the mid-term break.exams are over.yay!got an A for history.awesome.i think my csn suspects that I was the one who told my aunt bout her blog and shes stupid for putting all her activities with her friends on a blog using their real names.i dindt even know shit bout her blog and shes been really bitchy to me but wtv.i hope I can go to times square with J next week or else I just have to stay at home during this school holiday.lame and boring.lol.after rereading this I just realized that im quite a bimbo.haha P was right.gonna buy some new books tonight!have you guys read the night world series?its a bit corny but still awesome.i hope they have the last book tonight.going to watch terminator salvation with my csn later today.

continuing

im just continuing from my other blog cause I think my friends are catching up.which is a bad thing.new updates:im still wearing my bangle after two weeks so ive been wearing it for an extra 1 week and I think im gonna keep wearing it since it’s the mid-term break.exams are over.yay!got an A for history.aweome.i think my csn suspects that I was the one who told my aunt bout her blog and shes stupid for putting all her activities with her friends on a blog using their real names.i dindt even know shit bout her blog and shes been really bitchy to me but wtv.i hope I can go to times square with J next week or else I just have to stay at home during this school holiday.lame and boring.lol.after rereading this I just realized that im quite a bimbo.haha P was right.gonna buy some new books tonight!have you guys read the night world series?its a bit corny but still awesome.i hope they have the last book tonight.going to watch terminator salvation with my csn later today.