damn

i have this really close friend and she loves to play around with boys.she lost her phone 2 weeks ago but apparently shes been calling this guy who she met on myspace for the past 2 weeks.so naturally i called her cheap.but it was just a joke cause i always call her that.

anyways she started to tell me that shes been telling this guy all her problem,been asking advice from him and all that.

so i started to think;
"you havent called me during this past two weeks but youve been talking to this guy you met on myspace?"

wth right?

then she told me that it stung when i called her cheap.so i apologize for that.then later that night i went for tuition then she told me that she ask her friend who was my bestfriend during kindergarden bout whether she was cheap and of course that slut of a person said no and that it was none of my bussiness.

come on.

i'm only calling her cheap in hopes that she would stop talking to random guys who added her on myspace.

sigh..

no offense or anything but that girl is one of my closest friend and i dont want her to get hurt.

....

out

so my brother has left for the US.well it was already a long time ago since i just felt the need to blog now.nothing has really change.the house feels the same.quiet as always.

sheesh

i do feel something thats wrong in the house,the feel of someone missing...
but even though they are gone the atmosphere in the house still feels the same but in the back of my mind i still know that my brother and sister are gone.

sigh.

last week i went for counseling.that'll be the second time i went there.i talked bout the same thing and still cried bout the same thing.talked to different teachers though.i can never get tired of that story.

my life story actually.

ok i know that i melebih-lebih kan benda but its still true.its kinda stupid,to cry bout the same thing evrytime.i never change the way how i tell it.i know i should get tired bout it by now after telling it a thousand time to random ppl but i cant help it,i would still cry.

pathetic,i know.
btw i call befrienders too sometime when i cant find anyone to tell it too :D

now is the school holiday and is also the starting of the fasting month.guess what?i have my period!so i dont have to fast.but i still have to ganti it later.

sigh.great....

owh yeah before i go,i got my brothers laptop!
yeay!

ciao

new

i'm using my new laptop.awesome right?but its a second hand but wtv.next week we are all going back to our hometown for a very special birthday party!yesterday was the first time i hugged my brother.oklah.going to wear a blue cardigan on saturday.