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Thursday, December 24, 2009

BATMAN RETURNS?

long time no blog right?

currently watching batman returns

BATMAN TOLONG SAYA!

anyways

my sis just exploded
its PMS time
ill be in hell so if you dont hear from me im probably dead

so my boobs hurt
so im gonna get my period too!~
but my PMS isnt that bad

but did you know what she exploded about?
me changing the channel to CONTINUE watching CSI:NY
so i was watching a little of the nanny when CSI:NY went on commercial
then when i changed it back she got all PMS on me
im the innocent victim here
*sob sob*

nah
i was cool when she went all pissy
very patient
woo~

i thought food skin was some pill
actually its a shop
and i wanna get some face mask from there
but hey lifes unfair
=D

just got to live in hell for awhile
ill try to blog later
BAIBAI

Monday, December 7, 2009

Untitled

i have racked my brain for a suitable title for this post but i failed miserably.so let me list out the things that ive done today.
one:made maggi.i added some vinegar because i saw somebody do it on some random show i would always watch at some random time.well they said that adding vinegar will make the noodles chewy-err.but sadly enough it dindt really work.
second:i went out with me sis to buy some groceries.

0_0
third:i am now on my bed,using the laptop,blogging.

hello blogger.com
how are you?
i feel scared
i feel confused
this bubble will pop
anytime it wants
when it does
i shall shatter
to pieces and fall
of fear and trust

when will it end?
i ask myself
this lies and fake trust

when will i open up?
to believe
to have hope
to have faith

when will i be sure?
that it'll stay
and never unwind
for it to be permanent

its the state of bliss you think you dreaming
its the happiness inside that your feeling








Saturday, December 5, 2009

its always been a singalongsong :p

so the last 2 days me and my sis made cupcakes
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is this sister bonding time?
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one more time
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so this morning i had breakfast at my aunts
so i walked there and on the way
i saw nike then i called him
then he started to half walk/run to me
then you could see bits of skin/fat bouncing
then when he came to me i squatted down
then patted him
i wanted him to follow me
but he gt better ideas
i.e:hiding under a car
0_0

hah

and ontheway back i found ryelle
and well at least she follows me back
then while we waited for the gate to open i saw the neighbour spraying her hog with water from the garden hose
and then i looked at ryelle and was like
i dont do that to you right?
then i remember the mass cat washing me and my dad did
0_0
LOL

i think a group of girl teenagers being ecstatic at a cinema before watching new moon is just scary
dont you?

baibai

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

PANAGIOTIOS

so i pressed the wrong button and my post just published it self
just like that*snap fingers*

so as i was saying
PY's XP is higher than mine
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by 2 thousand pulak tu.
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shit
sigh

so terengganu was fun
we made smores
cause i kept wanting to do it cause white people do it
LOL
"we shall be white tonight"
ROFLMAO

so Dyrim
my cat
muchacha's son
died
cause something to do with his kidney
it was too late when my aunt discovered him cause he was already dehydrated
and he dindt pee for a whole day cause he could not
so yeah i cried a bit in terengganu when i heard the news
then when i came back home and saw Ryelle(Dyrim's sister)
and no Dyrim
so i cried again
how pitiful
oh well

ciao

PANAGIOTIOS

as suggested by I im listening to tokio hotel-automatic
its quite nice

so whats up?
im BACK in KL
still living if you all are wondering

so my sis came back from new z yesterday
so im all alone with her in the house

feels freaky

anyways
i played with the cats like crazy yesterday
god,i missed them.

so anyways
i opened my farmville just now and guess what i saw

Thursday, November 26, 2009

lama dh hok

cause i dh lama dh duk kat sini so i decided to talk in the slang ; well wherever i can insert them anyways

so
lama dh hok ak dk blog
bkn buat mnde pun
duk situ snyp snyp

on the second day after i arrived
i and S and PY gi main hujan
besht
anyways we run around played in the little flood hk ada
pastu gi beli milo kat kdi cik nah

sad part was that PY deman pulok.

its been 8 days since ive been here.
raya haji is tomorrow
nk rebang pulak laaa
LOL

yea i gt nothing else to say
ak gi dulu eh

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

ive had enough

just gt a call from me mamah

and we discussed about the me balik terengganu plan

she said that if S wants to go with me then i could come see them off before they go to haji.

and you know what else she said?

"you can come with everyone,say goodbye,cry cry a bit"

when she said "cry cry a bit"
in my head it was like "ive had enough of crying la"
i seriously felt hollow inside

now im thinking of going off earlier than they are

i shall use the only excuse i have left

bai

Monday, November 9, 2009

hey fucktards

listen up idiots and listen up well

I DONT GIVE A FUCKING DAMN BOUT YOU ANYMORE

remember that stupid bitches

Sunday, November 8, 2009

hello people with awesome siblings

well after years of feeling like an outcasted sister
i still feel like an outcasted sister even when my siblings arent here
i always feel left out

recently my uncle posted a lot of family photos and tagged everyone
that was probably the only time that i independently talked to my sister and it was about a sidekick
you know the t-mobile thing
how lame is that?

let me give you a fragment of my childhood memories;

you know how i always say that im closer to my cousins compared to my siblings?
well yeah a couple of weeks ago
i realised that my relationship with my cousins now was way different then it was before.
you see,
i was always the one being bullied,left out,ignored and so on

i remember when i was playing galah panjang with my cousins
i was in S's team
when i dindt run fast enough or dodge fast enough
S would always be like "your the reason why we lost.why dindt you run/dodge fast enough?why dont you just quit the game?"
and yeah i felt like crying that time but i stood strong cause i thought he would say that to rest of the team who messed up.
but i was wrong
when M made us lose,S was like "*playfully saying*alaaa why dindt you dodge it?*smile*"
when i realised the fact that i had "special" treatment of course la i cried
then i ran into the house i cried.

like how unfair is that right?

then after i finished crying i swallowed uo my pride and went back outside and asked if i could play again.
then i tried my hardest to run/dodge faster

now,that little piece of memory made me realise that i would always change my self to suit others.

lately ive been confronting my cousins about why they treated me differently
you wanna know why i ask them that?
so that i would know what i did wrong so i could change my self to stop them from treating me like that.

im not sure if their still treating me like that
it feels friendlier now but i still cant shake the feeling of being outcasted sometimes

ive tried to stop changing my self to suit others
you know to just nt guve a fuck

but i cant

how lame am i?

i hate my life

Saturday, November 7, 2009

lazy fat-ass

as you can see i put that up for the title

so lets get started

the reason why im blogging today and nt nxt week is because this nxt weeks exams is all paper 2
so i feel very free~

*flies*

i wish i had wings
then i could

*flies*

right
i shall continue with what happened on the wedding day

so after the guy gt the number
S was like why did you let the guy take yr picture?do you even know what he could do with that?to L
and shes like well i dindt know what to do.biar jelah di amik.i thought he was gonna take it with his sister.i should i know that i was the only one being snapped?
and on on it goes

so me and M decided to get some ais-kacang and sat on the curb for awhile under the shade
then behind me i heard someone said "ho dia habis PMR doh"
so i looked behind and saw the guy with his family
and im like shit the whole family is in this
so then we played fair
i told M to listen to their conversation,and nods
then the sis said"shes there *points*
i dindt even know where the hell L is so thanks to the pointing i found her
so i told M that they were searching for L
so she made her move to L and i followed.
so i told them that the whole family is in this
so S decided to call higher backups i.e BA and P
and they were like"that kids an idiot"

and all the time that guy kept looking at L

later that night,
i went to sleep early with L

theres an extended story about this thanks to PY's boyfriend
say something in my chatbox if you want to know bout the story
and thrust me
theres something in it you just wont expect and some really funny kampung shit

till later

Thursday, November 5, 2009

for you my dear,

to you the(probably)only person who reads this shit

HAI

i shouldve posted what else happened at the wedding day but
malas la
you know me
the lazy fat-ass

i shall put that as the title for my next blog

rite
which will probably come next next week if im lazy

anyways so far
L stayed at my house last week
how long have i nt blogged?
anyways
i was probably a boring hostess
well what to do.i got SCHOOL man

but during the last night she was here
we had a nice heart to heart chat
i told her i hold grudges since we were kids

thrust me bitches you do not want to get into a heart to heart chat with me
cause i will ANNIHILATE yous :)
then i had another heart-to-heart chat with S on facebook
and he was like
ok ok whatever i did when we were kids im sorry
then he said he was sleepy and went offline

my favorite line to use against him would be
WHAT DO YOU HAVE AGAINST ME HUH??

well i should be studying sejarah
but im lazy
hence the lazy fat-ass

damn itttt
i havent studied a single piece of shit for sejarah
and the paper is tomorrow
owh well

FUCK IT

so ciao
wish me luck ;)

Monday, October 19, 2009

YEA

had a total blast

i dont even know where to start

lets see

...

well friday:
the morning i was at home
the at 11 we left for terengganu

in the car:
i was sitting with pat pat at the back while BA was with his mom in the middle and my parents at the front
while everyone was asleep
i was dancing to sorry sorry and gee in the corner
i know its lame but it was so fun to see them sleeping while im dancing at the back there
and and then
pat pat woke up
shes like "what the hell?"
and im said that it was a dream then she went back to sleep.
LOL
then we joked about BA and nana

at terengganu:
P told me about the mouse that kept on running in a circle
the S showed me the video.
ROFLMAO
you dont see that everyday
the i saw the infamous rat on the window

that night:
the akad nikah for KI's wedding was fast
i actually knew what was going on
the mic really helped :D
...
oh oh oh
the time where L was taking pictures with A and P
then S joined in then i joined in then everyone joined in
then everyone wanted to take pictures of all of us
XD

later that night:
i was telling L about the cult

then fell asleep at 4

saturday:
the day of the wedding

i was one of the telur girls
it was kinda messed up but wtv
so
when we arrived we were like OKEYH
then we makan makan jap
the somebody came by and said that the boys will give the telur first the girls
and we're like okeyh
so the boys did theyre thing and before our shift started the guys were like here
so we did our jobs
bubt maybe half hour after that we stop cause the pengantin lelaki came
then after that we stopped working.

later that day at the wedding:
a guy asked L for her num

A:somebody wants to see you
L:who?
A:idk.somebody told me to get you
L:*in her mind*hot guy?
went outside
ramdom guy(RG):hi can i take yr pic?
L:*in her mind*damn it.nt hot.
L:huh?
RA:can i take yr pic?
L:ambik ah*smile*
RA:so what form?
L:err.3
RA:merdeka ah?
L:ah*leaves*

after going in she went out again

RA:eh nama apa you apa?
L:huh?
RA:nama apa?
L:owh err L*tries to leave*
RA:eh.ada number tak?
L:err..takde
RA:you dont wanna give me?
L:err...no*leaves*

then his sis asked nana to give her L's num
then we gave her P's boyfriend's num
then the guy was like YEA

i'll post the rest tomorrow
cause
i wanna sleep

gnite

Thursday, October 15, 2009

skip,skip,skip

i should have skipped school today

i only came cause flo told us to pass up the project today
so after 4 weeks of doing work on this when we were suppose to get 6 weeks
i finished it and was ready to pass up today

and you know what she said?
"I wont take it today"
FUCK YOU
damn

then

i got scolded by ms T. cause i dindt finish my work
well half of the class dindt finish the work
and she was pissed
PISSED i tell you
and then she told us to do our work outside of class
oh my god it was so imbarresing
and i was like
"I HAVE TO PASS UP BEFORE SCHOOL ENDS LA"
and she was like
"no,its okay just tell her that i dindt let you out"
=.=
so me,A and I was begging the teacher to let us out
and at the end she was like
"okay fine lah just go out"
YESH!!

so we rushed to her class
and she marked our books in time
she finished marking my book just before the bell rang

:D

well thats it
ciao

Monday, October 12, 2009

scared shitless here

well isnt this new

i seriously have to finish my geo project and continue on with my sej project
but malas lah
and im scared i cant finish it in time

the problem:evn though im scared i still have time to be lazy?

AHHHHHH

if this keeps up i dont know when i'll finish it
sheesh talk about scared of the unknown
alaaaaa

just now it was raining really heavily
but there wasnt any thunder
so thats good

well then
bye

Sunday, October 11, 2009

wtf?down?

you know what
sometimes i think i overreact
sometimes i just wanna scream"GO DIE LAH"
"YOU WANNA FUCK?WHO YOU WANNA FUCK HUH?
kay that was just a random line on the top of my head

big let down sigh
i feel quite down lately
literally down

you see

i'm sick
on the verge of dying

i started to get sore throat on friday
and it advanced to being cough and a runny nose on saturday
and finally to flu on sunday

and the flu pills are really knocking me down
with a blow that goes BAMM
it'll knock me out cold for the next 2-3 hours
and i have to take it 3 times a day
wtf?:o

i dunno how to pretend anymore
cant keep this up any longer
it feels as if its sucking my breath away
i feel like evrything is knocking me down
i dont even have the will to stand up

this sucks man
feel like crying

something inside me just feel really cold and black and...well down
wadefak huh

god,i cant take it anymore
GAHHHHHH!

dooohhh
i fell like dancing lately
LOL
imagine my stomach rolls moving here and there
EEEEEEEE
HAHAHAHA

man i love to laugh
dont you love to laugh?

if i could find a person that could make me laugh every single freaking day
then id LOVE that person
dont care boy or girl
....
yuri eh?

haha

meh
till later then

Monday, October 5, 2009

damn bo

what the fuck man.
i feel so pissed after school
then i let it all out to D
and then she was like
"oww that sucks man.but i dont know the person so i cant really judge them"
yr such a nice person D,thats why i love you so much.

so yeah
breath in,breath out.
haaaaa.

anyways.
watched some episodes of 07 ghost
the whole time i was like
when is mikage gonna die.die already.die die die
cause i wanna see some burupya's
XD
and of course the all amazing Hakuren. 8O

hmmmmhm
i still feel a bit pissed

breath in,breath out
lol.

anyways
so P isnt coming to school
so are KY and J and the other J
lazy la to hang out with the 2c pple

wanna hang out with D but MP will be there and she'll be like
-.-
to me for the whole time

damn it.

figure it out tomorrow la.

and damn that bitch.

haaa
*inner peace*
yea right

later

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Dedicated to P



ILOVEYOUSOMUCH
i was squealing my ass off
THANKYOUSOMUCH
hakurenxmukuro
*passed out*

GAHHH

so yea dude thanks


interesting isnt it?








Mikage, Teito Pictures, Images and Photos


and this is for you
ily




hakuren teito Pictures, Images and Photos
and this little thing is for me :D


ciao

gamer :D

so yeah,hey bitches

i just watch gamer
it was
AWESOME
the simon guy was agak cute.
hee~

i bought o7 ghost for my indulgence
ermmm...
what else?

owh yea
theres a possibility that I and E are gonna adopt a kitten!
buddy's kids.

did i tell you that buddy gave birth?
well she gave birth to 5 kittens
and they are all up for adoption
for FREE
yeah man im not kidding
for FREE

so yeah

later

Monday, September 28, 2009

Sweet

OH MY GAH.
the picture of KHR which has mukuro in it walking in an awesome way
made me
HYPERVENTILATE!
yeah man
so not kidding

and

WHY THE FUCK DID YOU NOT PUT HAKUREN?
you put rolo in for J's indulgence.

how bout MY needs?

sigh

i was actually expecting Hakuren to be in it
*sulking in a corner twiddling thumbs*
......
sobs

anyways
im not gonna waste this post on that
(even though it is so totally worth it)

so let me see
raya has passed
spent part of my time in trnganu playing with the smile shutter :D
hmmm
owh yeah
the walk with R was so damn ridiculous
he was just wearing boxers and a sleeveless shirt
for gods sake's

the night when we all slept in the living room downstairs was random
especially when uncle took a picture.
we were all sleeping together
just berterabuh everywhere
LOL
memorable

and the part where BA was teaching L and S to play the guitar
then after that me and L sang time of yr life and kiss me while S played the guitar.
still have it recorded in my phone ;D
and the time where i sang white horse for L to play on the guitar
yr welcome XD

and i saw two of the cutest guy at KFC
its a pity that L wasnt there
but at least we saw the hot guy in A n W

kdh was a bit boring spent most of my time sleeping
recovering from all the late nights from trnggn
i dindt really do anything interesting
we just stayed for 2 nights

so yeah

thats all for now
ciao


Saturday, September 19, 2009

in trngn

i am watching JONAS
well im watching it from behind the comp
currently the jonas brothers are fighting for a pizza girl
Go PIZZA GIRL!
lol
nah..

so anyways
raya is tomorrow!
wee~

im trying to blab bout random crap but ppl keep walking past me
damn it
im cant blog in peace

i keep looking ovr my shoulder
paranoid much

so yeah

ciao

Friday, September 18, 2009

No more poison killing my emotion

heyy

random title right?

so im going to blk kampung at-say..-4.30 ish.
first to trrgn then to kdh
:)
maybe i'll see P there in kdh.XD

currently chatting with my sis on skype.
first time evr doing this
feels weirs yet normal.

huh

anyways
buddy is SUPER fat now
cats this days.
lol
no lah.shes just pregnant
slut.
haha.
nah. i just LOVE her.
cause shes fat. :D

so yeah
selamat hari raya and maaf zahir dan batin.

wait wait
i know you guys want to hear this

I LOVE HAKUREN and frau
roflmao

ciao

Thursday, September 17, 2009

i want to eat fridays

I LOVE HAKUREN<33333333

yeah i do XD

herrmmm.
i think im good at playing football.from my experience playing with S,it seems that im quite good at defensing and counter-attacking
well maybe more to defensing.lol

sooooo
raya is gonna come in like 2 days~!
awesome right?
puasa this time feels so short.
maybe cause i dindt puasa for a whole week.
but i dont think that this years raya will as fun as the previous one.
damn

i wanna go play with allen but im too lazy to move from my bed.
lazy fat-ass bitch.
haha.

well im done
till later

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

heyy

yesterday was fun
wanna know why?wanna know why?
bcause my csn came back from the UK

Monday, September 14, 2009

WADEFAK MAN

i love you D
XD

anyways enough of that.

hello out there

we did the play today
teacher said that i was very good

whoopie

i just found out that P is going to be home schooled starting nxt year
WADEFAK?

(fyi since its puasa,i try to refrain myself from swearing)
(bck to the point)

WHY?
is what im asking her.

i feel so outdated.
sigh.

dunno what to do la.
who to rehat with?
i cant rehat with KY and YF all the time right?

*frustrated*
wahhhhh

sigh
bye

ps:puasa;last week;yea

Sunday, September 13, 2009

people this days....haiyoo

i just watched some videos on animal cruelty.like wtf man.you dont treat animals like thats ok.thats just wrong.

you may not getically engineer tons of eggs inside a chicken.
cause thats not how god made the chicken.

you may not slit pigs throat while their dangling and alive.
imagine you trying to run away when yr throats are slit and yr dangling.
its very hard.youll only end up squirming in yr own pool of blood.
we dont want that now do we?

you may not boil them alive.
even though its easier to get the hairs out its still EVIL.

even though im not a vegan i still LOVE animals.
wanna join an animal rights organization one day.

does anybody want me?

Thursday, August 27, 2009

damn

i have this really close friend and she loves to play around with boys.she lost her phone 2 weeks ago but apparently shes been calling this guy who she met on myspace for the past 2 weeks.so naturally i called her cheap.but it was just a joke cause i always call her that.

anyways she started to tell me that shes been telling this guy all her problem,been asking advice from him and all that.

so i started to think;
"you havent called me during this past two weeks but youve been talking to this guy you met on myspace?"

wth right?

then she told me that it stung when i called her cheap.so i apologize for that.then later that night i went for tuition then she told me that she ask her friend who was my bestfriend during kindergarden bout whether she was cheap and of course that slut of a person said no and that it was none of my bussiness.

come on.

i'm only calling her cheap in hopes that she would stop talking to random guys who added her on myspace.

sigh..

no offense or anything but that girl is one of my closest friend and i dont want her to get hurt.

....

out

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

so my brother has left for the US.well it was already a long time ago since i just felt the need to blog now.nothing has really change.the house feels the same.quiet as always.

sheesh

i do feel something thats wrong in the house,the feel of someone missing...
but even though they are gone the atmosphere in the house still feels the same but in the back of my mind i still know that my brother and sister are gone.

sigh.

last week i went for counseling.that'll be the second time i went there.i talked bout the same thing and still cried bout the same thing.talked to different teachers though.i can never get tired of that story.

my life story actually.

ok i know that i melebih-lebih kan benda but its still true.its kinda stupid,to cry bout the same thing evrytime.i never change the way how i tell it.i know i should get tired bout it by now after telling it a thousand time to random ppl but i cant help it,i would still cry.

pathetic,i know.
btw i call befrienders too sometime when i cant find anyone to tell it too :D

now is the school holiday and is also the starting of the fasting month.guess what?i have my period!so i dont have to fast.but i still have to ganti it later.

sigh.great....

owh yeah before i go,i got my brothers laptop!
yeay!

ciao

Thursday, August 6, 2009

new

i'm using my new laptop.awesome right?but its a second hand but wtv.next week we are all going back to our hometown for a very special birthday party!yesterday was the first time i hugged my brother.oklah.going to wear a blue cardigan on saturday.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

avenged sevenfold baby ;)

i had the most awesomess dream ever.i got to watch a private a7x concert in dreamland(a place where everything is weirdly pink and theres swiggles everywhere)i get to meet synyster gates and we hanged out.later in that dream,there was this deathbat in my room.there was 3 of them actually.the deathbats transformed into syynyster gates,m shadow and the rev.in my head the word "wahhhhhh"keeps coming back.then synister gates informed me that i was this really important person in this really important mission that could save this other universe.wahhhh.then he gave me this black orb to keep.then i was in my terengganu house with all my cousins.and the deathbats keeps visiting me in my sleep in the dream.this is where i gets weird.i had to meet my family in a restaurant and i had to show them the black orb.when i was walking to my house to retrieve it, i realise that there was this strange looking guy who was following me.when the guy grabbed my hand and i screamed.then there was this group of girls who kindly yelled for their boyfriends to go and beat him up.then they bought me some food.then i woke up.long live A7X!!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

hello

last friday was an interesting day.i had to change my seat with P in class today.so now i'm sitting with Y.i feel so short there you know.really depressing.both P and J dindt come on that day so hang out with I and R.but the bitch N came.DINO!!!.ahaha.you guys should go watch katekyo hitman reborn.

signing off

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

HELLO!

lately chaos has struck.now i'm just gonna type stuff straight out of my head.life has been really hectic lately.i hardly recess with P and the gang anymore.sometimes i rehat with JU or with I and R.i feel kinda useless sometimes but that just the normal feeling for people who lives right.no biggie.N is still being a bitch she pulled my hair really hard then said she was kidding and continuing her actions of hugging P.when i was hugging P she tickled me and grabbed her and said "she's mine".i was just thinking about how lame that is.J has been persuading me to go and read KHR(Katekyo Hitman Reborn!)and i did read it yesterday.it was awesome.go read it sometimes ppl.i just realised that i've been posting crap on this blog and i apologise to the people who had to read this.

i'm out

Monday, June 29, 2009

i know,i know

its been a long time.i got a new phone.i caught four squids.i'm still stuck in my story.P got number 1 in her class!but she is in the dumb class.i want to watch transformers.i just realised that the most cutest being in the whole universe has a pet name for my csn.my internet connection is getting better.awesome right.i have run out of things to say

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

hate this

my internet connection is fucking terrible.first week of school sucks.i cant adjust.the 15 minutes i got at school to sleep was total bliss.i got a new phone btw.sony ericsson w705.my csn is seriously jeolous.when he was checking out my phone he was like so depressed because his phone is the sony ericsson w505 or something like that.so his phone doesnt have a flash and miine does so yeah.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

last couple of days...

okay.the penang trip sucks.i dont wanna talk bout that.monday:i went out with N and J to gardens and we watched 17 again.it was fine i guess.N went crazy.she keeps wanting to take pictures evrywhere and im like NO!.lol.tuesday:i went out with my csns to OU to watch HM the movie.the outing was fun.then we went back to my csns hotel room hang out there.i think im in good terms with my csns now.all she said was "you're not romantic enough",which is weird.but we hang out alot yesterday so the whole of yesterday was AWESOME!tonight i have tution!cant wait..-_-"

Saturday, June 6, 2009

stupid surprise holiday

My mom planned this surprise holiday to penang.she booked two suites.my brother has one whole suite to his fucking self and I have to share with my parents.because of this little thing,stupid feelings keep coming back.the one where I feel like I'm too stupid to be in this family or the one where I wish I wasn't bornmfuck this

Thursday, June 4, 2009

stupid connection

my internet connection sucks.ive told my mum bout it and she said that she'll buy a new modem but she hasnt.i cant get adam lambert's mad world out of my head.its such a cool song.i think im going to eat japanese tomorrow for my dad's birthday.i dont think im gonna be doing much this weekend.im fasting today.i ate alot yesterday night for sahur.good muhibah food.fucking internet.its not connected now.this is stupid.you know,i think my period is due this or next week.sigh.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

sore-ness

i got tuition tonight.cant say im excited.the bitches who i call friend are gonna be there but i still have H to give me what i need.she better come and bring my books.not sure if theres anything exciting happening today.new updates:i finished my book.it was a great book by the way.mom is thinking of going on a holiday to an island.not going to hold my breath for that.ive been singing a lot lately and my throat is really sore.my dads gonna give me that stupid lecture again bout health if tell him bout my throat.it really is annoying when you are lazy to tell you parents bout any sickness.aunty is thinking that her daughter is gonna get married next year.i kinda hope that will happen.she is one of my favourite csns after all.now that you think bout it,i am closer to my csn thank my on siblings.

Monday, June 1, 2009

continuing

im just continuing from my other blog cause I think my friends are catching up.which is a bad thing.new updates:im still wearing my bangle after two weeks so ive been wearing it for an extra 1 week and I think im gonna keep wearing it since it’s the mid-term break.exams are over.yay!got an A for history.awesome.i think my csn suspects that I was the one who told my aunt bout her blog and shes stupid for putting all her activities with her friends on a blog using their real names.i dindt even know shit bout her blog and shes been really bitchy to me but wtv.i hope I can go to times square with J next week or else I just have to stay at home during this school holiday.lame and boring.lol.after rereading this I just realized that im quite a bimbo.haha P was right.gonna buy some new books tonight!have you guys read the night world series?its a bit corny but still awesome.i hope they have the last book tonight.going to watch terminator salvation with my csn later today.

continuing

im just continuing from my other blog cause I think my friends are catching up.which is a bad thing.new updates:im still wearing my bangle after two weeks so ive been wearing it for an extra 1 week and I think im gonna keep wearing it since it’s the mid-term break.exams are over.yay!got an A for history.aweome.i think my csn suspects that I was the one who told my aunt bout her blog and shes stupid for putting all her activities with her friends on a blog using their real names.i dindt even know shit bout her blog and shes been really bitchy to me but wtv.i hope I can go to times square with J next week or else I just have to stay at home during this school holiday.lame and boring.lol.after rereading this I just realized that im quite a bimbo.haha P was right.gonna buy some new books tonight!have you guys read the night world series?its a bit corny but still awesome.i hope they have the last book tonight.going to watch terminator salvation with my csn later today.